Nadini Ret ma..

Every thing around me you create so beautiful
Leaving them behind always becomes painful

Hannah Montana,Zack n cody, life with Derek
The sad part is now I will loose the track

The association no matter how short
It is always for me hard to abort

Sometimes I feel God is very tricky
And assigned a mature job to a pranky

They say life is an adventure
This time it taught me how to be an orator

Instead of machine now I deal with human being
To interpret and explore their sense of learning

How to remain calm and make notes
And cut the square first to make a paper boat

Not every wonderer is aimless,
Not the one who seek truth beyond image beyond tradition
One need guts to be like ramkumar nikumbh, Katherine Watson

Change is constant but memories will remain
And my wish god has made almost certain
Yes, am coming on banks of river sabarmati again…. :-D

I think of you..

I think of you when am awake
I think of you while I am asleep
I think of you when I dream
I think of you when I smile
I think of you when I bath
I think of you when I wait
My every thought occupies you
I see you in every object
Spend Max time with you in weekend
With not so happy parents on other hand
I think what will work with you
And, I ask why it would
Or why it would not
I see nuances of every thing
You keep me addicted
You keep me glued
I think I analyze
I rethink I reanalyze
I think of you now, next, rest
I think of you
And your subtle reactions
Only thing matters is dedication
I think of you
You, you and you
my project reverse_auction ;-)

u r nt alone..

(Copied from orkut community lot of crap like this u will find there just have look)
Lnt may call us soon .. an attempt to PROVE that

PROOF :

1. lnt sacked 500+ employees



2. lnt became the gold partner for SAP



3. banks crashed in US

4. now they[ banks ] dont have much money to employ pll and work

5. so they have to rely on IT now.. that too on asian IT markt

6. in market there will more projects on SAP

7. from (2) and (6). lnt will get more projects now than before



8. then we [ fresher] are ideal for put into projects as their billable amount will be reduced and fresh mind work better. so they are surely gonna rely on fresher than experienced .. so only all company sacked experienced sleepers they asked them to sleep in their home and gonna ask us to work there [ from (1) ]

9. new CEO sudip banerjee is vetran in IT
Mr. naik and mr. magapu are not IT based leaders

10. in his first meeting he said that : i will make the things move which are in pending so he also plans to call us

11. from ( 7 ) , ( 8 ) and ( 10 ) ..Surely LNT will call us very soon

THUS PROVED



PS : sorry if this hurts some one . sorry if some detail is wrong .. this is just to boost confidence among us .. thank u

I love Abad :-)

I look out my window what do I see,

A b'ful river passing by

above it a brilliant sky( and pantaga too!!)

Blue birds humming or gong of worships

Rain drop dips or wind blow trees

Multitudes of people running on to their destinies..


I look into my window what do i see

A TFT screen slim and slick

And a coffee cup icon to double click

Testing Formatting Documenting Debugging

And to do all this without knowing java scripting


People say a lot can happen over coffee,

we say a lot more can happen over coffee cup too!!


Although being not too sound on techie side

Feel very positive about becoming a PL in a stride


A long vacation down the line

'll make my teeth to get alingned

An orthopadic will repair my broken wrist

'll learn cooking is life mein major twist..


These days am getting blues of leaving this city

Everyday wasnt the same but my stay here has made my memories of abad more rich and colorful. My love and longing to be here is more intense now.

May god make me to come back in the same office,

on the same floor and

if am really blessed on the same desk too!!!!

Entry for March 26, 2008

He could not see in to my eyes, otherwise he will understand,


I was facing his back, and wanted to tell him something..


Something very important …


This was something that I have to tell him, before its too late.


Time was flowing like a river in front of my eyes,


But The situation was something where a small whisper is louder than noise


Some how I gathered all my strength leaned towards him


touched and pushed him forward…


and then there was no need of saying anything


as he understood it all...


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That my exam paper is stuck between his back and my bench…

The StrangerFebruary 29, 2008 )

She was getting engaged.


And all I could do was standby and applaud along with all. I didn’t dare open my mouth for fear of saying something stupid.


Something like “I love you”.


I remembered the other day when she had come to me with red eyes. Her “best friend” was getting away. It had never mattered to me that her best friend was a guy. I thought I was above such things. But her tears awoke the sin of jealousy in my heart. Fighting it, I had consoled her and given her chocolates to eat. She proceeded to rest her head on the crook of my arm. And formally fell asleep. I checked at her baby like innocence.


But now, I applaud; I felt something stabbing at my heart.


She was getting married.


I saw her coming down stairs checked out in her bridal jewelry. Never I had seen looking this pretty. I saw her taking the seven rounds of sacred fire with the man I had come to hate, holding his hand. I saw her exchanging garlands with him.


She was a total stranger to me now.


I was standing near the car when they both come over to me. I wondered what they wanted. I wondered how to say farewell to depart.


Nevertheless, as my daughter and son in law touched my feet, I blessed them. She was openly crying, I told her not to worry. That I’ll always be here.


She responded by hugging me.

And I could not stop tears anymore.


(copied from external sources!! :-D)

Inside those 8 corners.. January 6, 2008

about 2 and half years ago..( this is just to make rhyming ow like a typical girl i can tell u date also..)

inside a blanket wiping tears from my eyes,

i made a silent but wish to thy,

to make these years pass in a second fly..

the place almost sound like a jail to me @ first place,(with iron jali @ entrace, queue in mess, dinner bell system, etc etc..)

they made it where all girls could lavishly stay..( with wi-fi, TV, indoor out door sport facilities etc etc..)

the place which no one of us liked in the beginning,

gave us so much of love laughter and learnings..

wrestling in TV room or whistling in lobby

the face of horrible black cat or bruise over my body..

c o c o , c a n a l, c a n t e e n, k i t l i..

every memory is so sweet and lovely..

that wish is to satisfy,

and indeed these years passed like a flash of my eye..

but it is really becoming hard for us waving this place final good bye..